hi everyone out there :-) i've not been blogging for quite a long long time already , its because of school and my end of year examination . Today was the last paper yay like finally its the end!
So since its just a start of the new month , october. I would like to share to you guys what i gone thru these few months.. i can't say its a happy thing that happened or whatever. i'm not trying to get any attention or anything , i just wanna relieve everything here. If you hate me or wtv just leave cos i know i got haters that will just say i'm attention seeking and all , but i'm not , just wanna express my feelings ? .. & this post is gonna be long but if you aren't interested in this post then its ok. :-)

yeah let's start. i bet some of you has family problems right? yeah i have it too , at that period of time , i felt really really tired its just like those feeling you get when your parents quarrel because of you , all because of you, you may think that my problem just sound so small actually its not. its worse than what you think it is . well i knew exactly how you guys feel to those ppl who has experienced this. To some of you out there , some of you guys aren't living with both your parents , idky , idk whats the reason but no matter what just stay happy , this may all be what the god has planned for you , be happy for you have and not be greedy for what you dont have. :) i watched alot of my favourite youtubers , they made video on depression and all yknow all those girls and boys who wanted to commit sucide because of their family problems, those problems that made them feel depressed and all ? no don't commit sucide , don't give up. I'm not a expert in convincing others and all but well just don't be silly. You have a perfect life , appreciate it , make it better , dont just end it like that . its stupid . i hope you guys learnt something from here , stay strong , you're beautiful :')
Next , its about boy-girl relationship and all tht love problems. i won't deny but i do have a crush well he's not rly my crush rn as my feelings for him changed alot so yeah. But he's a liar , he lied again and again . he thought lying would make me feel better but no he's wrong , the feelings sucks , yes it sucks totally. imagine whats the feeling when someone you rly love or like lied to you . He once said a rly rly touching message to me but guess what ? he admitted he was lying , what a JERK hah . i regretted knowing him , i regretted doing all those shits for him , i regretted spending my time just to talk to him. but no , everything was simply a LIE , total LIE. ( this , exactly , look below )

 the worse thing is , he treated me like a ball , whenever he feels tired of me , he just simply kick me aside , totally ignore me . And when he is bored , no one to talk to? he came to me again . like a spare tyre * sigh * i knew from then , I WAS JUST A REPLACEMENT . when he's upset , i was the one who cheered him up but guess what? he said i didn't he even said that it was his other friends who did it . wow ..
here's a tip , don't be too attached to someone , cos he/she might just leave you and you're going to be forced to let go and get hurt . x
i know some of you girls out there or boys too who cut , please stop , i did it before , i understand the pain you're feeling , but stop , you're given perfect wrists , thighs , limbs and body , stop hurting it. yeah there's other solution to relieve stress and all but please don't cut . remember you still have those ppl who love , family , friends etc. lets stay happy and stop being so melancholy ( sad ) :-)) *hugs*


There's actually a last issue i wanna share but i'm too tired i guess and this post is getting long . have a nice day and remember not to give up , live life and love your amazing life xoxo ~ love you all bye :-) will upload a post on monday again! see ya (-: stay happy everyone ! you're fabulous .
                                   

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 ending of this post with this cute picture! be happy , xoxo .

school.

So hi again! :-) Apologies for not really blogging this few weeks or months. its because i was caught up with some school stuffs such as homeworks and all those stuffs. )': *cries*

So recently , i really wanted to try blogging about school which all of us hates the most. To us , school is a torture , it is simply a waste of time. But , actually , school is a great place where we met different kinds of people , be it student , classmates , friends or even teachers and staff admins. Although this post is gonna be really boring and plain , just continue readingggggg x ty!

hmm .. to me , school isn't really a bad place for us to learn or stuffs like that. To me , its actually a fun place for us to meet new students and be good friends. although sometimes school actually makes us really really really bored and sleepy zzz but its still fun with all those activities , experiment , physical lesson and all those interesting activities. One of the worst thing i hate in school is when the fire alarm or fire drill just rings and everyone just gets so excited and hyper. hahaha to me , its like really boring and tired. We have to rush out of the classrooms , stand properly in two neat rows and assemble class by class to the field. Ew , field! the hottest and warmest place in the sch. And we have to suffer sitting on the smelly grasses with mosquitoes flying all around and with the sun shining on us *clench fist* !! haha okok , yeah so thats simply what i hate about the school .

My primary sch and secondary sch is really different. In primary school , i made a lot of friends but not as many as how many i've made in secondary school!(-: well , i'm rly disappointed when i found out there's not as many rooms in sec sch and there's no garden ): ): hais , not even a lift too ! athough secondary school has changed me alot , i'm still happy that i've made really good and beautiful as well as handsome friends ! aww. :')

So yeah , this is my good friend (': . Pardon the face bcos she didnt know i was taking this photo! x) I met her basically , this year , 2013. She was a really nice and good friend although she always likes to bully me and be so damn sacarstic :-( i have more good friends in sch but i didnt get a chance to take a picture with em' sighhhhhhh.

Dope selfie. xc

So usually after school , my friends and I will go to MacDonald for lunch or dinner mmm yummy.
Hahaha so this is lame but but but we rly love mac donald and i bet you guys too love it too uh huh :p So there's Filet O Fish burgerrr , Curry Shaker Fries & Caramel Frappe <3 ^^
*droolssssss* 

A close shot of my uniform !(:

These pictures are taken during primary school time. memories sigh.
The left one was taken at Gardens By The Bays at P6. The right one was taken in Class during a party at P2. (';

 

This photo here is w my rly good and pretty classmates! they are rly god damn gorgeous amd friendly ((-: Sara , Michelle & Yunyi. ( Catwang-ed my face x )

So thats the end of today's post , have a great day ahead ! :-)

Fashion

           I really love these sets of clothing that i'm wearing! Hahaha it looks kinda simple tho' but its my favourite pieces of all. <3     ( do take a look :p )          



This top right here is a really cool shirt. It cost SGD$20 ): but its worth it. You can find it @Toh Payoh Interchange if you want to get one. (:

This tribal top here is from Orchard Road. One of the shopping mall hahaha i forgot><
It cost around $20 bucks too. ): quite expensive uh. The tribal shorts is from another shop near there , it cost $15 bucks. (Top and Shorts are in black if you can't see it properly from the photo). 

So , these pictures below are all the necklaces , bracelets that me & my friend got. They are all very pretty & ''stylish'' hehe . So do take a look.

Some really pretty bracelets.




Bracelets.


Normal ones.


More ''stunning'' ones.


Bracelets again.


Some really ''rocky'' style necklaces. xD


Necklaces again hehe. >< 



This is the end of the post , so i hope you guys like it & do feel free to leave a comment if you guys want me to blog about stuffs that you guys might like or suggest. (-: Thankyou for reading. x appreciated.

 

Friends.♥



So some of my friends has requested me to do a post about friends , hmm, i guess i'll just try doing it , after all , everyone needs a friend isn't it? hahaha. (-:



*Scroll down* (:

Saw the girl beside me wearing a cap? yes , she's mine. she's the one who's there for me whenever i need her or i'm feeling down , she never ever fails to make me smile or laugh esp when she makes funny & cute faces , i'm glad she came into my life and add rainbows to my dull sky. She's really a very kind and friendly girl , well sometimes , sacarstic (like me HAHA). I really love being weird and funny beside her. Although we only knew each other for 4-5 years , i still love her , she's someone i can seek to when i have troubles/problems , someone who is willing to share whatever secrets or problems with me , someone who lend me a shoulder to cry on , someone who will make me smile by making funny faces and acting nerd , sounds like a sweet couple isn't it? HAHAH omg ><
We go to school tgt , walk back home tgt and i slept over her house twice and there's plenty of memories during the sleep-over. I rly felt over the moon when i was at her house. x)
Thanks for being there with me for the past few years (': I'm really grateful for everything you did for me. (Here are some of our pictures)
and yes , her name is Lidia Lim. <3
 

Hehe this is my second bby , the one kissing me on the left *-*. I rly love her , we're both funny and weird when we are together, hanging out or even eating. She's a really cute and funny girl, although we had alot of bitchy fights/quarrels in the past but that strengthen our friendship alot more. She's someone who i can share my personal stories or problems to , she keeps secrets pretty well too lol.
There was once , we slept over tgt with the first girl that i just mention above @ her house. When we were about to sleep , i was staying awake while talking to myself , sounds like a idiot huh? haha and i didn't know that she was still awake , i called her name softly and she responded , i thought i was dreaming and i sit up straight , lean over her side and look at her hahahaha , and both of us stayed overnight talking to each other while making fun of my friend (mentioned aboved) who was still sleeping hahaha it was fun. oh ya anyway , Thanks for being there with me (; Take care of yourself while you're on a vacation (-: .
Oh yes , do view her blog too : http://celestegohx.blogspot.sg (: ty.





Well , this girl beside me who has a like really straight bangs/fringe , she's another good friend of mine , i didn't regretted meeting her in my life. I love her so much , although this is going to be pretty short , i'm sorry hahaha but well , just read it okay? I really enjoyed being in the same tuition with her although tuition is to study and pay attention to the teacher but what we usually do is to eat in class and talk,hahahais we're both badass haha lol!! Thanks for appearing in my life , making me smile and being my friend , i rly appreciate it alot. <3 Get well soon too as you're sick bcos of the stupid haze. ):



Hmm so this girl beside me who's fringe is up , yeah she's my 3rd bby! i love her alot too. <3 she's always there with me . Although we are not in the same school anymore but we still did managed to maintained our friendship like expected! okok so she's someone who shares her secrets with me , tell me her love problems -.- hahaha but i don't mind being her listening ear. Although we do fight/quarrel but she's always the one who apologised first hmm *claps* and the best thing is that we live very very near each other but didn't managed to hang out often )': gah , okok but i still try my best to hangout w her hehe. Thanks for everything Serene, ily!(-:


Here's my important friend ,Viki (-: alot people call her Nutella , lol idky.><
This girl ah with the side fringe , she's a good friend of mine too x but but but.. we had alot of lame and bitches fight too , i knew her since i was Primary 3 till now , that's 5 Years+ , hmm i'm always close to her unlike nowadays but i don't really care since we usually go out tgt after sch!(: she's someone who will stand out for me when i was being mocked or scolded by other people. She doesn't even mind if others will call her bitchy or extra ):.. but i do mind sometimes , but she's really brave by helping me to deal with those people. I rly appreciated it ('; thanks for everything as well. I really wished that you could go swimming on friday :-(.

This girl who's beside me wearing a green and white shirt , hmm she's my another important and bestbestbestbest number1 friend ((: idk why but i love being with her , although i'm not as mature as her( not childish too ) but she's someone who i share almost everything to & she doesn't betray me , well good friend right? hehe. She's currently in Macau or China i'm not sure and i hope she does buy for me stuff hahaha!^^ anyway enjoy your vacation too Yunyi! <3





Ending this post with my favourite photo (-:
Hope you guys enjoyed my post about my friends! x

hehe bye xoxo

foodporns

So a few days / weeks ago, i went out with bby and friends to different places to have our lunch and dinner ♥ .

Molten Lava Cake @CenturySquare basement.

(Japanese Restaurant)

Waffle Ice Cream @SuntecCity 

(Taken by : friend)

Takoyaki for Lunch @Tampines 

Es Teler @CitiPlaza .

 Foods during break time <3

 OreoChesse Cake & Chocolate Coffee Cake!

Full Spring Chicken & RootBeer w/ 2 Scoops of Ice-Cream @Arnold's Chicken.

tumblr photos.

Fuck you, your lies and all your pretends.

 Finding the right path in my life.

 Because it just hurts like that .